Procrastinating!

So I really haven't been writing much on here because I have literally done nothing the last few days.

I am also avoiding cleaning so I am doing something I deem important so I can okay this in my head.

Halloween was fun. I ended up not dressing up, and thank god I didn't because I just had a few friends over and no one else dressed up.

I am fighting with one of my best friends. I hate this. We are fighting over something incredibly stupid and that doesn't matter, but I am sticking up for myself thank you very much. There are times I want to tell her things and want to send her things over facebook, where this whole thing is happening by the way, but I cant because I am angry with her.

I started back on my Adderall again this morning. I feel like I just need to get up and do something but lazy. I am also kinda itchy which means it is working. Adderall has some weird side effects. I also get muscle spasms. Hopefully I can lose some weight again. I was down to a size 10, and it was starting to get kinda big.



Well, that is all I can really think of to write right now.  I will probably be back on here later.

Thank you for reading!


Question of the post: Now that halloween is over, what is your favorite halloween candy?

Blah.

I really just don't feel like blogging tonight, so I'm not going to. Nothing interesting really happened today. Sorry.



Question of the post: What is your favorite weird food combination?

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Toast!

I have been sick all day today. I literally have done nothing but lay around and watch TV and movies and nap.

I love watching food network Halloween shows, though. They have to avoid saying candy names due to copyright restrictions and there is only so many times you can hear things like "chocolate peanut butter disk candy" without laughing.

Question of the post: What is your favorite Halloween costume you have been?

Thank you for reading my blog and good night!



Oh and I made something delicious. Take pre-sliced sourdough bread and toast it in the toaster and after it is done put just a little bit of butter and Parmesan cheese in it. SO GOOD

They are trying to turn me into a pincushion!

I left the house! Whhhhhaaaaaaatttt? I know! I had that party on Sunday, I left to go grocery shopping Monday or Tuesday, I went to the doctor(to wait) with my mom and went grocery shopping yesterday, and went to the doctor, pharmacy, and grocery store today.

So I went to the doctor because I needed to re-establish my medications, get on a new antidepressant, get a flu shot, and ask about the weird wind sound I get in my ears when I bend over or turn my head too fast, and so I did all that. He also just did a general check over because it has been over a year since I went to the doctor and he thought my thyroid seemed a bit enlarged, so I had to have blood drawn and I have to get an ultrasound of my thyroid. Not excited. What happens if I have to have my thyroid taken out? or if I have thyroid cancer? Or something like that? I'm a baby with pain. I can't do IVs.

Anyways, but I got poked too many times today for my liking. I am so sore from the shot and my draw site or whatever you want to call it is sore and like hard. The mother person shall be asked about it in the morning. She's a nurse, so she knows those things.

Oh! And last year I got the flu shot and I still got the flu. How is that fair? I asked my doctor about it, and he said that is was a different strain of the flu than the one I  was vaccinated against. I still don't think it is fair.

I am staring a different antidepressant. I was on welbutrin but I didn't see much results wise after being on it for so long off and on, so I am going to try zoloft. Hopefully I will start to feel better. I also am going to be starting back on the adderall which will be nice. I take it for AD/HD, but the weight loss thing is not a minus. I hopefully will start to feel better and the weight should slide off because I won't be eating my feelings all the time.

Well, I need to go do the dishes before bed, as I am doing this early because I am procrastinating. I am thinking about doing a question of the post thing. Is this a good idea? Let me know in the comments.

Question of the post: What is your favorite fall holiday?

Thank you for reading and I hope you have a wonderful weekend!

Back with a quick check in

Sorry I haven't been on here the last few days. Right now I am actually procrastinating going to bed.

Sunday I left the house and went to my friend's sister's birthday party at their house and after that I just hung out there until like 10:30(the party started at 2). I had fun hanging out with a semi-functioning family. Change is nice. I came home to my room being completely rearranged which caused me to have a panic attack and an argument with my sister which helped me to realize that my depression is a lot more crippling than I realized.

Monday was pretty normal. Nothing I can really think of happened. It was my nephew's 9th birthday, which was a weird feeling. He likes adventure time almost as much as I do and he got a Finn hat, not from me though.

Today was pretty event less. I read most of a book I had been sitting on for what seems like forever. It is the book Son by Lois Lowry. It is the 4th and final book in the The Giver series, and I am almost done with it and if it is going to go where I think it is(by the fourth book in the series, I can almost guess the endings), I am super excited for the end. I put my dog Maggie in a sweater today which was nice. My mom made dinner and I watched Face/off and got super mad at who got voted off right before the finale. If any of you judges read this blog(ha!) know that I am very upset with your decision. I think the other person should have gone out of the very bottom 2.

I can't really think of anything else to write, so good night all!

I hope your Wednesday is full of good tv and thank you for reading!

Edit: People from Germany are reading my blog? Whoever you are, Thank you for that! It made me feel super good!

You're home again?

Today was a pretty good day.

I woke up around 11, let the dogs out, the neighbors actually yelled at their dogs to stop barking for once, fed the dogs, sat down to internet for a while, talked to my mom on the phone and talked her into going into the store to get lunch supplies, put some pants on, went to the store, had an awesome carrot cake sample, came home, made lunch, watched the end third of Juno while eating lunch with my mom and sister, went to Ross with mom, got some jeans, a thin hipstery scarf for my Halloween costume, and a scarf for a gift for a birthday party I am going to tomorrow, got a soda at McDonald's, went to the car wash, vacuumed out the car, went to walmart with mom and  sister, took forever in walmart, got pizza for dinner for the second night(score!), waited for my sister's picture to print, waited in the car for my sister as her picture still hadn't printed yet, teased my sister about how long it took, came home, made pizza for my little brother and his friend, internet, my little brother and his friend walked over to his house to stay the night, chatted with my three best friends on facebook, made pizza for my sister, her boyfriend, and I, tried on a dress for the party tomorrow, did some laundry, watched a good chunk of Rachel Getting Married while painting my nails and internetting, talked to my mom on the phone and she told me my brother and his friend were coming back over, tried out the spin pins and failed horribly, put the clothes in the dryer, talked to my brother and stuff, put the dogs to bed, and this.

So yes, we did have pizza for dinner two days in a row. This doesn't happen often, but when it does, it is a sign of a good day. Pizza is my favorite food. Yesterday we had pizza from Papa Murphy's, which is a take and bake pizza place, and I had bacon pizza, but today we had like freezer pizzas or whatever you call them and I had cheese. Here is a tip if you have to bake a bunch of pizzas: Save the pizza you like the most for the last one to go in so everyone else fills up on all the other pizzas and you can have more of the pizza you want. My friend said I was an evil genius when I told her this.

About the neighbors: We are all very nice to each other in this neighborhood, and as a rule, everyone has something that might be considered illegal, so one of the neighbors smokes pot all the time, and little things like that, and the neighbor to our right leaves their dogs outside all the time when they are at work and my dogs love to bark at them and they bark back and it drives me insane and today was the first time I have heard the dogs actually being gotten after so it was nice.

I don't really have much else to talk about today. My schedule was pretty elaborate so I really didn't feel the need to explain much today. I hope you have a nice day and thank you for reading!

Music album of the night: Electra Heart by Marina and the Diamonds